can we start again?

fade away all those eyes

that looks at me with emphathy,

(i didn't want your symphathy darling)

can you stop talking to me with a flat tone,

like you don't want to be here at all.

and please, don't laugh

it's kinda obvious you didn't find it funny.

out of all of the things i wish you would

all i could (ever) think of was, 

how i would looked at you

and gets a brilliant smile in return. 

because fuck all of these wonderful stars, 

and all of its universe as whole,

i'm done praising the stars nor the nature.

all i ask 

is a taste of you and out of all 

the great big things that happens in life,

that's one thing the universe can't commit. 

-y.r. | up all night

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being at the edge

of somewhere so high, so risky

and dangerous thus unstable.

with you,

makes me scared. 

you looked at me, 

half smiling half questioning:

when did you get scared of heights?

aren't you so fond of it, the beauty of it?

i am, honestly, i do. 

but being here with you,

all i could do 

is recalling how i was brave enough

to jump out of this five-storey building,

but you

god damn you, 

makes me fall in love 

instead.

instead.

-y.r. | JUMP

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writing of you feels like heaven

like all of my blessings came back,

and much more when you said hi.

and laugh.

and sounded human.

and you talks,

for hours.

shit, i won the lottery

for real.

-y.r. |  jackpot baby

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with all of the sleepless night

and restless tears, broken parts,

i could paint you beautiful paintings. 

maybe a sunset, with us, 

bunch of flowers & tea. 

just for you to hang it 

on your wall of shame.

(you're never proud of a girl that

would walk half & more miles away

for you)

-y.r. | masterpiece

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with all the if's & but's,

and all the questions & words,

they kept throwing at me,

i politely take a step back

never will i deny or approve 

any of those silly facts. 

you didn't choose me

(i hope you gladly did)

but you didn't.

therefore, how do you explain 

when you're not worth any, 

to someone you thought many.

-y.r. | absolutely nothing

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i found a happy place,

in this ugly town

and i am overjoyed, knowing 

that it is not you.

it is me.

- y.r | happy place

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some women fear the fire. 

some women

simply become it.

- r.h. sin 

.

 if you feel unsatisfied
with who (you) are,
destroy the bits
you don't like in yourself,
(will) yourself to keep fighting,
because there is (always)
a chance to make things better
instead of completely destroying
who you could (be)

"(good) things come
to those who wait,"
but sometimes time is
not (enough) to cure the
overwhelming aching feeling
that keeps you in bed
on sunny days

you have to fight to be alright
it may not be easy,
but it's worth it

so look at all of the weight the world holds
that's waiting for its chance to crush you,
and say "today, i am going to be okay."

- madisen kuhn | you will always be good enough

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what's the greatest lesson a woman should learn?
that since day one. she already had everything she
needs within herself. it's the world that convinced her she did not.

- rupi kaur


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